Playhouse of Juice and Sorrow

Mixtape

In your mixtape

I’m living

as the sounds they all take shape

and the music seems to mold you

and inside the brain the chemistry

is irresistibly making us feel like there's something bound to happen

and its something I don’t know

I just want us to flow

cause its something I don’t know

I just want us to glow

music sounds better with you

baby I got a feeling I might

get a little closer tonight you know its true

music sounds better with you

are we gonna dance through the night?

are we gonna sing to the sky?

you know its true

I can hear you play

I’m falling

I don’t see the reason to hush

or getting out before the song’s through and straight away

the symmetry of

our fragility

I can feel there's something bout to break in my head

polyphonic streams

ultrasonic beams

a symphony out of your face

reverberating in my space

with the shrillest highs

and the lowest lows

I’ll press my ear against your chest

I’ll stick around to hear you play

music sounds better with you

baby I got a feeling I might

get a little closer tonight you know its true

music sounds better with you

are we gonna dance through the night?

are we gonna sing to the sky?

you know its true

What Did I Do to Deserve You?

can I say

you are running through my veins

make me feel I could break out of any chains

and I know

you are buried in my soul

you’re the only one that makes me lose control

I don't need nobody else yeah

I don't need nobody else I say

I don't want nobody else yeah

I don't want nobody else

today

all I want is to watch you sway

and be with you everyday

what did I do to deserve you?

all I want is to stick around

and sing you some pretty sounds

what did I do to deserve you?

I cant lie

you’re a goldmine in my eyes

you’re the one that I’ve been waiting to come by

and I know

you’re the moon shining below

tell me where to follow and I’ll go

I don't need nobody else yeah

I don't need nobody else I say

I don't want nobody else yeah

I don't want nobody else

all I want is to watch you sway

and be with you everyday

what did I do to deserve you?

all I want is to stick around

and sing you some pretty sounds

what did I do to deserve you?

(fall in love)

what did I do to deserve you?

(love)

what did I do to deserve you?

Stratosphere

It’s sublime

The great unknown The deepest of blues

I want to fall into

And I’m still alive

I’m not afraid

I’m just disappearing

Inside my head

And I know what I want, I don’t want to stay

There’s a hole in the sky to the milky way

I’ve been here too long I just need to stray

And I think that it’s time

Tonight tonight

We’ll disappear

Tonight tonight

The sky is clear

Tonight tonight

Into the stratosphere

Cause I can see all The lights the lights

Are coming near

My eyes my eyes

Are veiled with tears

Tonight tonight

Even if it’s unclear

We have no place for fear

There is peace

Inside this place

I cannot believe

I am awake

Cause I feel, it’s not too soon but it’s not too late

It’s too soon, it’s not too late

It’s not too soon for us

And I know what I want, I don’t want to stay

There’s a hole in the sky to the milky wa

I belong to the stars today

Snow

You took me in

With broken strings on violins

I know there's no way to

Hold you as tightly as I should

But lately

I’ve been true

I’ve got more reasons to

I’ve got my eye on you

It’s alright you like me too

I know I want you

You got me feeling new

You know I want you

You know you’ve got me glowing

They flew us in

To see the house you grew up in

The scene was filled with snow

I know that it won’t take long

For you to make me smile

Like I don’t know how

Just watch you coming

’ve got my eyes on glued

I know I want you

You got me feeling new

You know I want you

You know you’ve got me glowing

We were all covered in snow

I know I want you

You got me feeling new

You know I want you

You know you’ve got me glowing

Wonderfully Beautifully

Day after day after day after day

I’ve been watching you sleep

Wonderfully, beautifully, magically, perfectly

Laying in my sheets

Wondering how to drown

The melodies, and bring you back to me

Cause I’m always there when you dream

And I say, I don’t know it’s true

Been begging you forever cause

I can’t really live, without you

Day after day after day after day

I’ve been drowning in your sea

I’m in love yeah, I’m in love yeah, I’m in love

With all your streams

And it’s so cold, I know

Keeping you always close to me

Helps me get home and glow in your beams

And I want you more

Than I dare

I’m telling you I swear

Won’t wake up, I don’t care

Cause now everything seem like a dream

I can’t compare

Cause now everything seems so unique

My life without you is so bleak

Still Want You Tho

Start up the show

I wanted us to flow

Deep down below

I wanted us to grow

This is not one

But the second time you’re gone

Don’t wait for me darling

Don’t wait for me

Baby I’m not different from you

I’d never want to escape

Disappearing out on me

You’re washed up by the rain

Help me out, I’m lost without you

Stuck in this charade

This is something I don’t want to

Give up easily

Cause its true I don’t need you

But I still want you tho

Yes its true I don’t need you

I still want you tho

Cause it shows

My eyes filling with glow

I’ll never break

Cause its true I don’t need you

But I still want you tho

Look out below

The devil’s at your door

It’s hard to know

The weight you undergo

Baby I’m not different from you

I’d never want to escape

Disappearing out on me

You’re washed up by the rain

Help me out, I’m lost without you

Stuck in this charade

This is something I don’t want to

Give up easily

Cause its true I don’t need yo

uBut I still want you tho

Yes its true I don’t need you

I still want you tho

Cause it shows

My eyes filling with glow

I’ll never break

Cause its true I don’t need youBut I still want you tho

Heaven Is Lost

I could never live without

without your burning eyes

I can never live without

those memories inside me

you made sure to enclose them in

Remember how it used to be

being dumb and seventeen

holding close melancholy

sadness felt so bittersweet

All the synchronicity

and all the perfect symmetry

if you ever leave somehow

all I know is

heaven is lost without

heaven is lost without you

I don’t wanna live without

traces of you on me

cause now the sky’s the ceiling as we float by

and I don’t need no secrecy

I never wanna part, never wanna part, never want to leave

never want to leave

Remember how it used to be

tired of feeling incomplete

tired of feeling your heart beat

sadness felt so bittersweet

All the synchronicity

and all the perfect symmetry

if you ever leave somehow

all I know is

heaven is lost without

heaven is lost without you

Diamonds

Becoming wild and afraid

all the pieces fall out of place

tried to blame them on you again

I’m singing loud, I’m okay

try to hide it, make no mistakes

I'll be judging myself all day

don’t tell me how it’s supposed to feel

don’t tell what is real

I’m just waiting for the fog to clear And it’s turning, my head inside out

falling faster than the speed of sound

I’ve been living in the underground

becoming wild on my own

all the pieces across this floor

tried to blame them on you, you know

but it’s not right, it’s not right I know

all the pieces I tore on my own

now I'm broken and so alone

yeah it’s turning, my head inside out

falling faster than the speed of sound

I’ve been living in the underground

we are lonely we are depressed

we are suffocating under the stress

but we’ll be diamonds when we resist

Tanzaku Stars

I saw a million starlights

But I only have one wish

Into a paper I write

I need just one more kiss

And I won’t take any chances

I’ll tie it to a tree

So you and I can meet

And my heart can start to beat

Cause everyday I’m hoping

I’ll never let it go

The milky way has taken you from home

I gotta feel the starlight

Running through my blood

My wish for you is all I’ll ever know

I will be with you

The tanzaku stars fly in

Light my way to you

The tanzaku stars fly in

And on the seventh day

Of the seventh month

I think i saw you

Through the mist and fog

Cause everyday I’m hoping

I’ll never let it go

The milky way has taken you from home

I gotta feel the starlight

Running through my blood

My wish for you is all I’ll ever know

I will be with you

The tanzaku stars fly in

Light my way to you

The tanzaku stars fly in

Over all we knew

The tanzaku stars fly in

Take me back to you

The tanzaku stars fly in

The Golden Touch

I’ve always been an outcast

clothes were always pitch black

always with a paperback

I learned to think fast and act fast

prozac in my backpack, sleeping on my rucksack

and music all through my veins

but I fell from grace

and stopped with my face

I had to erase

the scars were in place

was feeling slow

didn’t want to move for a couple of day

didn’t have a thing to say

I found her on the weekend

dancing to the kick drum

every thought up in my head told me to speak up, be quick

ooh I need a lotta nerve for this

to learn your name

I started to gravitate

I didn’t want to hesitate

I had to leave my worries aside and get my heart rate down quick

just want to dance with you tonight

and start a flame

we’ve got that funk to play

a modern day ballet

we got all night and day

no words we need to say

she brushed against my shoulder

and my body turned to gold

I can’t lie

I'm eager for your touch

cause everything you touch turns to gold

yea everything you touch

my heart

your shrine

no need to worry much

cause everything you touch turns to gold

yea everything you touch

never been good with conversations

always have to deal with past frustrations

gone without a trace

a ghost without a face

I always felt like needing space

cause I'm the king of meltdowns

always with the breakdowns

every measure that I take

just seems to let down, I drown oh every shot I take I miss

into the abyss

you’ve got the Midas touch

I want it so much

you’ve got that golden feel

I need it my blood

you’ve got that diamond lips

I wish for a kiss

that makes me feel like a king

I’ll find a way to say someday the way you sway and slay

just may today forever change my days and make me feel golden

tell me how to break free

I can’t lie

I'm eager for your touch

cause everything you touch turns to gold

yea everything you touch

my heart

your shrine

no need to worry much

cause everything you touch turns to gold

yea everything you touch

and I cant wait

to see your face

your eyes under the gold crown

don't leave until the lights go out

and I cant wait

to see you face

your eyes under the gold crown

don't leave until the lights go out

I can’t lie

I'm eager for your touch

cause everything you touch turns to gold

yea everything you touch

my heart

your shrine

no need to worry much

cause everything you touch turns to gold

yea everything you touch

Amplify

I feel the divide

just one by one the choices come

everything is flowing on

I just wanna collide

so fill me with oxytocin

dance with me oh calliope

cause I believe I'm in a trance

I cant relieve what has been burning

and it feels like hell

I'm holding on tight

I just need to yell

even single moment I'm without you

feels like I'm broken

thunder struck my eyes and made me see

lightning sparks surrounding your smiley

our disguise conceals a beat and melody

I'm not really sure if you’re the one

I just want us to amplify, to amplify

I need to reside

inside a sound singing along

disappear into a song

I just want you to guide

I don’t care, baby i can feel the heat keeps rising

thunder struck my eyes and made me see

lightning sparks surrounding your smile

your disguise conceals a beat and melody

I'm not really sure if you’re the one

I just want us to amplify, to amplify

make me want to fly

I'm never coming down

Dead Man Walking

I get a feeling under my skin

I get a feeling that I’m always out of place

I don’t know how I ever blocked it

I don’t know when I stopped feeling in my chest

I can’t believe you always come here

And disappear into the blankets in my bed

I can’t get up to see the morning

It’s just way easier to lay down in my bed

Feel it crashing down

I don’t know when I started talking

I get a feeling that I’m walking to my death

No no no no no, Why we stopping?

I don’t know where the music stops and I begin

Don’t tell me I need to do some healing

Because for you it is so easy to exist

Cause baby I can do some acting

Shove down the troubles that were hatching in my brain

But lately baby I’ve been so far, so far

Cause everything is getting so hard, so hard

And it can be gone in a moment, I know

All it takes is being broken to let it go

And its strange, the sound, as I fall

I don’t know when I started talking

I get a feeling that I’m walking to my death

No no no no no, Why we stopping?

I don’t know where the music stops and I begin

Twitch

there's a twitch in my hand

and it helps me find my way through the glooming dark

there's a twitch in my neck

and it helps me turn around to follow where you went

and I knew

it all

that no memories will be lost

I don’t care about the cost

I’ve got all this time for us

in the night

I will fight

by your side

there's a twitch in my eye

and it helps stay awake to find you in the night

there's a twitch in my brain

and it helps me get a hold of all the memories

and it seems

that is fine

all the memories set aside

just by looking at your eyes

I knew everything would be alright

I’ll just stay

no goodbyes

cause I cant believe that it’s time

I just want to wake up

by your side

always seemed

it was fine

now I can’t get you out of my mind

I guess you went on a ride

through the heavens and up to the sky

and you probably should’ve known

cause the hurt, it never showed

I just want to be alone

by your side

there's a twitch in my heart

and its probably from you tugging it around

there;s a twitch in my heart

and it won’t go anywhere no matter how hard I try